Gah. I’m in such a bad mood.

I feel like shit.

My fairy wings are no where near gettting done and I don’t know how I’m supposed to get them done on time.

I don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to do with my dress.

My mom is bitching at me because she had a bad day at work.

I just want to curl up in a ball and cry right now.

I’m so overwhelmed with everything I need to get done.

I just want my best friend

and lord of the rings

and help with all of this.

I haven’t gotten on here in a few weeks. I’m sorry. It’s been a combination of super busy and being sick back to back. On the plus side I’ve lost 7 pounds.

I’ve lost two pounds :) I haven’t been hitting the gym hardly at all lately though because of the gas prices. I am noticing a decrease in my appetite, maybe from not having junk food. Maybe my stomach is shrinking. I hope whatever it is, it’s going to help.

Also I’m sick again. I coughed so hard last night that I threw up.

I honestly feel like I could get married as soon as I turn 18. I know it’s stupid, I know I would never do it. I know I’m going to wait until I’m older and out of college. I just have the feeling some times when I look at him that I just want to runaway and make this permanent. <3